02 Jan 14, 3.17pm
Today is the 2nd day of year 2014, which marks the beginning of a new year. 2013 had passed by very quickly, which makes me sit down and think what did I achieve during this period.
Firstly, start with relationship, I know that I've always come in to blog whenever I quarrelled with him. Hence, today, my purpose is to note down all the happy things which I will want to remember forever instead. His course started in 2012, not long after we just started too. It wasn't easy for both of us as he had to juggle between his work, his school, his friends, his family and lastly me. Especially when he had so much assignments to complete for both his work and school, I think I almost drove him crazy. The idea of me becoming an obstacle for him to achieve all this was constantly on my mind and I felt very lonely too at times, this makes the option of breaking up pops up frequently in me. However, I'm grateful that even though I always threw tantrums, he never once did let go of my hand. After school, work or even friends gathering, he'll make it a point to come to my house and listen to what I wanted to say. Refusing to pick up phone calls, ignoring all the messages and cry real hard when he's beside me, showed that he's really patience towards me. I can't guarantee that I won't throw tantrums again in future because sometimes he really gets on my nerves but what I know is, I won't let go of him too. I've chosen him as my life partner and am willing to go through thick and thin with him together in future. Hope our relationship will get better day by day until we grow old together.
Secondly, which is my work. I felt stagnant as I continue to work in my company and went to apply for positions so that I can leave. Although I went through all the interviews but the contract wasn't up to my expectations hence I decided to look for other jobs. At that moment when I thought that I was going to leave, my heart was so heavy, I didn't know why. However, I guess I really treat most of my colleagues as part of my family already. I hope the new job scope in the lab will help in my development, otherwise I may find another job someday, but maybe not too soon. I am thankful that I have family members, my sister, uncle and auntie to help me in the contract, or else I would have been cheated of my money. I would say that it's an experience gained and wish that I will have better offers in future.
Lastly, my family. Although mum and dad has not been working for couple of years, I hope that they do take care of their own health. Several times fainted in public places make me worry for my mum when she's out. It also causes her confidence level to sink and she dare not go out alone by herself anymore. I wish that my daily nagging will help a bit in improving their lives and will continue my nagging this year too. I hope that my health will improve too, I must stop falling sick before I'm able to exercise to get healthier.
PS: Hope 2014 will be a better year, I only wish that everyone will be healthy and happy. =)
